First post to a new blog

I've spent the last hour trying to get control of my old blog (www.ellenmcc.blogspot.com). It seems like I am in a circular loop. The old blog was established under an old email id which is no longer available to me. So, blogspot keeps trying to send email to a dead mailbox. Someday I'll recapture my Holy Land blog to put out here. In the meantime, here we go again. I wonder if God feels this way sometimes. We get close to God as youth, and then forget to talk for a while. We come back to God, and have difficulty getting the communication started and often do not know where to go for help. Thanks be to God that God reaches out to us, versus google help, which doesn't seem to be letting me ask any questions right now!